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Monday, February 19th, 2007
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Sunday, October 24th, 2004
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Well, i suppose it was only a matter of time, but Shawn and i have broken up. i'm almost interested in starting a whole new journal, but unfortunately, i believe these things are costing money these days. So anyhow, yes. i'm tired a lot lately, talking to a lot of people i haven't talked to in a long time. That's nice, i suppose. Anyhow, getting used to a relationship for a hundred years and then having it end, that's weird. i'm not even really sad, i'm just sorta - confused. Don't really know what i'm supposed to be doing with my time here or anything. Well, last night i went out for coffee til 4 in the morning. i haven't done anything like that in a long time, so that was fun too, i think. Anyhow, if there are still people reading this, hey. Otherwise, see you later, me.
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Monday, December 8th, 2003
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| Time: | 2:08 pm. |
| Mood: |  bored. | | Music: | *Time After Time* ~Cyndi Lauper <3. |
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So here's the thing, hey!
How are ya?
i'm good.
i'm BORED!
Who wants to be my friend? Anybody? Huh? HUH?
Bah.
Shawn's not on vacation anymore, so my days off have become dull to say the least.
But i will survive!
Bye!
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Sunday, November 16th, 2003
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| Time: | 6:01 pm. |
| Mood: |  loved. | | Music: | My mom's playing "Glory Halellujah* on the piano upstaris.. |
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*yaWn*
Cindy is so sleepy today! Haven't done much, lately - hanging out with some old friends, some new friends, and of course, the love of my life! Not much else to say, except howdy. A week til my three month anniversary (which is so 7th grade of me to be keeping track of, i know.) i'm still excited, either way!
Off to play PS2 Jeopardy with the mom and the bro though.
Peace for now!
~*ME!*~
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Sunday, November 9th, 2003
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| Time: | 2:37 am. |
| Mood: |  dorky. | | Music: | Pearl Jam's on in the background. i'll take it.. |
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Rock and roll is here to stay!
i don't know what that means in context to anything, but it sounded like a good time! So, what's new? Nothing with me really - i can't be sure if i'd mentioned my promotion and raise at Goodwill, though i do believe i had. i'm too lazy to check it out, so you'll have to forgive me no matter what the case. Anyhow! $9 an hour, that's all that matters! What else is new, let me see, let me see...
Still enthralled in my relationship, that's for sure! Man that kid rules. Two days off, tomorrow and the next day, i do love time off, it IS fabulous!
And i guess that's it... just checking in. Howdy! Feel free to drop me a line, it's like i have no more friends these days! Bummer!
TTFN!
<3~me
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Tuesday, September 30th, 2003
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| Time: | 1:13 am. |
| Mood: |  satisfied. | | Music: | "i'm not aware of too many things...". |
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Hm...
There was just an entry here.
It said something about being productive today.
It said something about watching Buffalo '66.
It said something about boy being sweet.
It said something about me going to read.
It said something about goodnight.
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Saturday, September 27th, 2003
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| Time: | 11:13 am. |
| Mood: |  nauseated. | | Music: | Ain't no mountain high enough, ain't no valley low enough.... |
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Good REAL morning.
It's 11:14, and i am what one could officially call hung over. Well... that's assuming that what i'm feeling isn't still considered drunkeness. Let's hope not... Cindy has to drive to work in twenty minutes! So, yes, though i did have a good time last night, i don't fully recall writing my entry stating as much... No, that's not exactly correct. i remember sitting here, and i remember the LiveJournal screen up on my computer, and i remember typing. But after going back and rereading my godawful rambles, i just don't remember any of that coming out of my brain. Ah, well, that's what six Sam Adams on an empty stomach will do to a girl!
i think that either i was hit on, or that i did some hitting on, at Denny's last night. i remember sitting at a table with some boys named Derrick and Chris, and though i'm sure i remember them asking me to sit down, i think that they eventually said that they did not ask me such a thing, though they did not mind for me to be sitting with them. If i DID hit on them though, which i still don't find to be a logical possibility, it was absolutely worthless hitting-on, because i heart my boy, as previously mentioned!
i'm fixing a lot of typos here... that could be a bad thing.
On that note, it's off to work for Cindy-Lou-Who!
Someone post a comment for me... let me know that i'm not keeping a journal just for myself! ;D
Bye!
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| Time: | 3:43 am. |
| Mood: |  indescribable. | | Music: | Today is the greatest... day i've ever known.... |
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Good morning!
Haha, it's 3:30 - or, 3:44 i guess. i'm not gonna lie, i'm pretty shitfaced. i could stop fixing all my typos, but then my sentesnces whouldn't make any sense. ("but then my sentences wouldn't make any sense.") So i'll fix them and say what i have to say! i went out tonight with Vicki, Tom, "Mom," "Dad," Kenny and Jason... it was a relatively good time... i sang some karaoke and was actually complimented... though honestly, i can't quite remember what i sang. i took my lip ring out a few nights ago, but tonight i shoved a new one through the hole, which i'm sure i'll regret in the morning - but one can only wait and see, i suppose. i'm pretty intoxicated, as previously mentioned, and though i know my best bet would be to get to bed to sleep off my intoxication for work tomorrow, my body wants nothing to do with cooperating in the lying down process. So i'll rant a bit more here in journal-land. 3:48 and still going strong! i had an awful dream last night, it included death of customers of mine, not to mention beating and raping of me, which was tragic to say the least! Do any of you understand the whole dream interpretation deal? Because any insight would be helpful at this point! So, hanging out with Vicki and Tom was a surprisingly good time - i'm interested in talking Shawn into hanging out with the two of them, because i think that in some demented way, that might be a good idea - i mean, she is my best friend, after all. It's only a matter of time before our boy toys meet, so i'd better get used to the idea.
That's it for now, i guess... my bed is almost literally calling my name... i sort of hope that Nick is a no call/no show again tomorrow, because when we're short handed, so much less is expected of me. Fantastic!
Night for the time being... please notice the new pic, with Audrey! She IS my hero, in all ways possible. Night!
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Thursday, September 11th, 2003
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| Time: | 10:38 pm. |
| Mood: | enthralled. | | Music: | Who knew that *i'm turning Japanese* was about ejaculation?. |
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Hello again, and welcome to another exciting installment in the life of me!
What's today, September 11th? So that makes it... 19 days that i've been seeing Shawn, and loving every second of it i might add!
Oh man, i am the happiest camper, and i know i'm letting myself get in too deep, but i'm just frickin' thrilled. Work has never been so fun, i'm telling you. i really do love life. And that NEVER happens!
i don't even have anything to say besides that. i just couldn't ignore posting it any longer ; )
Tootle-a-toots, everyone!
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Thursday, August 28th, 2003
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| Time: | 1:46 pm. |
| Mood: | hopeful. | | Music: | *Hot in Here* ~ Nelly is some sexy stuff!. |
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Well well... if it isn't you, journal. Who would have thought that we would meet here?
Hah, what?
i don't know.
So Shawn and i are going out. i know, you're saying "What!?" ... or you're saying "Who!?" in which case i say "Oh, he's my boss." And then you say "Oh, okay. What?!" And then i say "i don't know! But he's so nice! And damn cute to boot!" And then you say "Well, that's insanely exciting! Congratulations!" And then i say "Well thank you, i know we all thought it was impossible, but apparently it's working out alright."
So technically... Shawn and i are breaking the Goodwill rules. Since he's my boss, we're not supposed to date. Keeping it from everyone has been tough, and it's only been a few days. i really want to tell Roseanne, of course... it IS her lifelong dream, after all. But obviously, of all the people i want to tell, Roseanne is the WORST idea, as she has the biggest mouth. It's sad, i tell you. So sad. But i think eventually everyone will find out and be happy. But the thing is... how long am i gonna be going out with him for? It's so odd... it doesn't even seem really real. Lame, i know, whatever.
Okay, that's enough for now.. that's really all that's new. (Not that it's not a lot!)
Adios, muchachos! ; )
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Friday, August 22nd, 2003
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| Time: | 3:21 am. |
| Mood: |  exhausted. | | Music: | *When this boy meets world... boy meets world...*. |
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Okay, so it's... what, 3:30, almost? Mental... i just got back from Wal-Mart with the girls and Denny. That was a good time. i bought four new movies... Saving Silverman, From Hell, Sleepy Hollow, and.... drumroll please? House of 1000 FUCKING Corpses! i didn't even know it had come out on DVD! That's fricking marvelous if you ask me. i think i might even fall asleep to that one tonight. Kooky, i tell you.
So people seem to be thinking all these other people are interested in me lately. It's getting confusing, not to mention overwhelming. i wish people would stop secretly liking me and let me frickin' know. Jesus, at this point, i'll take what i can get! No, that's awful, and so untrue. i'm just lonely, LONELY i say!
What's new there though, eh? ; )
Michelle Pietrantonio, my love, if you're reading this? i SWEAR i bought you a birthday card, i really did! i know it's almost a month later, but i swear it will be in the mail soon. i keep meaning to IM you about it, but god KNOWS we're never both online and present at the computer all at the same time.
Alright, i'm tired, i need to get to bed. i have to work at noon! Oh, for those of you who're interested:
Sunday: no work
Monday: 10 - 6:30
Tuesday: 10 - 6:30
Wednesday: 12 - 8:30
Thursday: no work
Friday: 12 - 8:30
Saturday: 12 - 8:30
Come see me sometime.
Also, i know a few people have been having a hard time remembering my cell number. 661-6913 - Learn it.... know it.... live it.
Well, i am coming to a close here. Someone tell me to stop buying so many books!
Love you all! <3
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Sunday, August 17th, 2003
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| Time: | 3:23 am. |
| Mood: |  drunk. | | Music: | *Whipped cream for me, it's my day* ~ a song i sang earlier.. |
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Well, i'm back and better than ever. It's been nearly a year since i last wrote, and though much has changed, i don't feel that i have much to say. i don't think that it matters particularly, as i assume most people have stopped checking for updates on my end of things. i could write in Spanish and no one would notice. Well, i could write in Spanish if i knew Spanish...
So, let's see here.
Still at Goodwill. Still love my job. Don't plan on leaving any time soon. Wouldn't mind a promotion. Wouldn't mind marrying my supervisor. Moving on...
Moved back home... when did that happen? i'm not sure, i while ago, i guess. i love it there, even if i am living in a cubicle. Who cares, man? It's free, and i love my mom. That's all i have to say about THAT.
And last, but most certainly not least... as of 3 and one half hours ago, i was 21. i went out to Fridays with Vicki, Tom, Kenny, Michelle, Nicole, and.... Life Partner?! They surprised me! i was told she would be unable to make it, but she is here! Happiest of happy birthdays to me, nothing could be better!
Also, a friendly waiter stayed by our tableside throughout dinner. As we were leaving, the twins *Michelle and Nicole* asked him for his number! They said it was for me, and he fessed it up... now, if only i could decide whether or not i should call it...
After dinner, we hit Denny's. i had some coffee in a bit of a drunken daze. Ah, to be 21... at least there's an upside to feeling elderly.
i suppose that's all i have to say for now... everyone's waiting for me, so i guess i shouldn't disappoint. After all, i am the birthday girl!
Happy Birthday to me
Happy Birthday to me
Who wants to be my boyfriend?
Happy Birthday to me!
Night, everyone : )
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Thursday, October 31st, 2002
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| Subject: | Survey time! |
| Time: | 12:31 pm. |
| Mood: | mellow. | | Music: | i have.... *Gotta get through this* stuck in my head.. |
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It's been a while, so i say i should update you all on what's new in the life of cindy, and i plan to do so with a SURVEY! Who's excited, come on?
What's Your Full Name: Cynthia Elizabeth Zita Walker. Okay, no Zita, that's just so cool. i'd have a cool name if i'd been confirmed...
What School Do You Go To: The School of Drunken Losers? Ha, just kidding, i don't!
Do You Make Good Grades: If i went to school, i'd say yes.
What Are Your Grades: Hello? Is this gonna be one of THOSE quizzes?
WHat Classes Do You Take: Wow. Okay.
How Old are you now: 20. Or tenteen.
What Is Your D.O.B (Date Of Birth): 8-17-82 August, baybee.
What time was you born: 6:04 pm, that's no fun.
Do You Have Any Brothers: i have on real brother and one step brother!
How Many: Um...
What Are Their Names: Ben and Roddy.
Do You Have Any Sisters: Yes! *i learned this time.*
How Many: 2, and a step sister.
What Are Their Names: Jenny, Steph and Nikki.
Do You Have Any Pets: :*( Yes, sort of.
If So, What Are Their Names: My mom has a dog, her name is China. Max got hit by a bus :*(
Do You Have AOL: Not anymore, those goddamn communists!
If So, What's Your Screen Name: it WAS evilquestionmark... bah.
Do You Have Yahoo Instant Messanger: Yup, somewhere... ugh, where'd i put that thing?
If So, What's Your Screen Name: Evilexclaimationpoint. i'm all about originality here.
Do You Have MSN Instant Messanger: Nopers.
If So, What's Your Address: buh.
If So, WHat's Your Screen Name: Beh.
Do You Have ICQ: Yes!
If So, What's Your ICQ: Um... i don't know the # offhand...
Do You Play Any Sports: Never... wait, i take karate, does that count?
If So, What: Um, karate? i'll be a yellow belt next weekend!
~*Favorites*~
What's Your Favorite Disney Character: Eeyore... or... no, just Eeyore.
What's Your Favorite Looney Tunes Character: None, i hate them!
What's Your Favorite Saying: Lately, i say holy everything. Holy customers! Holy donations! Holy sales! *Usually i say it at work...*
What's Your Favorite Hockey Team: i hate hockey.
What's Your Favorite Basketball Team: i have to say the Celtics, i'm a Boston girl at heart.
What's Your Favorite Baseball Team: Bah.
What's Your Favorite Sport: FOOTBALL.
What's Your Favorite Board Game: Monopoly too! Yay!
What's Your Favorite Food: i want a bagel.
What's Your Favorite Time Of Day: the time where i wake up and know i don't have work.
What's Your Favorite Song: Right now it's Bother by Stone Sour.
What's Your Favorite Movies: i can't stop watching A Clockwork Orange lately... is that disturbing?
Who's Your Favorite Actor(s): Johnny Depp... he's so hot.
Who's Your Favorite Actress(s): Christina Ricci... she's so hot.
What's Your Favorite Internet Site: i don't have one, i'm a loser.
What's Your Favorite Halmark Card: What? Who the f knows?
What's Your Favorite Brand Of Clothing: It's all about Morbid Threads. i have Morbid Threads kneehighs on right now.
What's Your Favorite Pick Up Line: The one about losing my phone number, so can i borrow yours? Ha, what a riot!
Who's Your Favorite Friend: There's no favorites, that's not allowed!
What's Your Favorite Alcoholic Beverage: Last night, my favorite was anything that started with the word Mike's.
What's Your Favorite Non-Alcholic Beverage: CoFfEeeeeeeee
What's Your Favorite Clothing Store: Hot Topic is the only place i shop for clothes besides Goodwill.
What's Your Favorite Smell: i have this candle... something about Storms or something... damn that's fly.
What's Your Favorite Taste: Whatever it takes.
Who's Your Favorite Chick Singer: Right now, it's so Bjork. Ah, Bjork.
Who's Your Favorite Guy Singer: RIVERS CUOMO. Was there actually a contest?
What's Your Favorite Band: WEEZER. Hello, have you not met me?
What's Your Favorite Cologne: CK anything.
What's Your Favorite Perfume: CK anything again. It's all about the Klein.
What's Your Favorite Flavor Of Ice Cream: i don't do ice cream much.
What's Your Favorite Flavor Of Snow Cone: See, i would have said Red, but since Shelle said blue, that's not funny.
What's Your Favorite Season: Spring.
What's Your Favorite Animal: Wallaby! Or something! Marsupials are my thing.
What's Your Favorite Insect: Millipedes. i WILL buy my millipede someday soon.
What's Your Favorite Animal At The Zoo: The Stone Zoo had a famous polar bear, but it died.
What's Your Favorite Color: pink and red, lately.
What's Your Favorite Number: 777.
What's Your Favorite Friends Name (Girls): My favorite friends name, eh? Well, they're all pretty regular. i guess Victoria. Pretty, if you think about it.
What's Your Favorite Friends Name (Guys): Tyler! i love that name!
What's Your Favorite Flower: Daisies are so simple yet so pretty.
What's Your Favorite TV Show: The Shield... only 3 more months!
What's Your Favorite Subject: Mine was English... i was even gonna teach it.
What's Your Favorite Candy Bar: Twix, i guess, but i don't much like candy bars.
What's Your Favorite Radio Station: FNX all the way. They play the most Weezer.
What's Your Favorite Card Game: i don't really have one. Strip PoKer? lol...
*~Opposite*Sex~*
Do You Have A Boyfriend: NO!
If So, Whom: i said no, get off my fuckin' back.
Does He Physically Beat You: If i had a boyfriend, this is not the question i'd wanna start a survey to start with about him.
Do You Have A Girlfriend: Even more no than i don't have a boyfriend.
If So, Whom: Hello!?
Does She Physically Beat You: This survey is making me laugh.
Who's The Hottest Person You Know: We all know the answer to this question, don't we?
Who's The Not Hottest Person You Know: Oh my, what is that?!
Have You Ever Had Sex: Uh, duh.
If So, With Whom: Let's not get into the list.
Whom Do You Want To Have Sex With: That's another list we should not get into.
Are They Hott: Hello, silly? To me, at least.
~*Friends*~
Out Of Your Friends Who's The Most Friendly: Me. Do i count? Me or my life partner.
Out Of Your Friends Who's The Nicest: Life partner!
Out Of Your Friends Who's The Meanest: Vicki, is that not fair? She's nice, she's just the meanEST.
Out Of Your Friends Who's The Hottest: Ooh, uh, Tyler?
Out Of Your Friends Who's The Most Beautiful: i don't know the answer to this one...
Out Of Your Friends Who's The Ugliest: i'm not going there, this isn't cool.
Out Of Your Friends Who's The Loudest: Me again. *Oh my god that is so DISGUSTING!*
Out Of Your Friends Who's The Most Hyper: Vicki gets bad sometimes.
Out Of Your Friends Who's The Most Annoying: It depends on the day.
Out Of Your Friends Who's The Coolest: We're all losers, that's why i love this all.
Out Of Your Friends Who's The Most Awesome: Hello, losers?
Out Of Your Friends Who's The Most Shy: Life partner...til you get to know her.
Out Of Your Friends Who's The Talkative: VICKI DOESN'T SHUT UP.
Out Of Your Friends Who's The Skinniest: Andy, lol.
Out Of Your Friends Who's The Fattest: i'm not sure who's the fattest, but you gotta dig Justin's buddha.
Out Of Your Friends Who's The Alcoholic: The real question is, who isn't?
Out Of Your Friends Who's The Internet Junky: Me, me. Or Vicki.
Out Of Your Friends Who's The Read-aholic: ME! Can i count Jerry?
Out Of Your Friends Who's The Sexiest: Who flippin' knows? None of us, we're all creepy ; )
Out Of Your Friends Who's The Most Bossy: Vicki, Vicki, Vicki.
Out Of Your Friends Who's The Biggest Pervert: All of us, haha.
Out Of Your Friends Who's Got ALL The Brains: This is a tough one, we're all smart in our own ways.
Out Of Your Friends Who's The Dumbest: This is a tough one too, we're all dumb in our own ways.
Out Of Your Friends Who's The Craziest: All of us...
Out Of Your Friends Who's The Wildest: All of us....
Out Of Your Friends Who's The One That Has To Be Perfect About Everything: Shawna.
Out Of Your Friends Who's The Most Athletic: Andrew.
Out Of Your Friends Who's The Most Service To The School: No school, no school.
Out Of Your Friends Who's The One Who Will Be The Next Bill Clinton: In the presidential sense or the big fat perv sense?
Out Of Your Friends Who's The One Who Will Be The Next Michael Jordan: lol, we're all white?
Out Of Your Friends Who's The One Who Will Be The Next Tiger Woods: We're not Asian either...
Out Of Your Friends Who's The One Who Will Be The Next Brad Pitt: None of us, Brad Pitt is too hot to touch.
Out Of Your Friends Who's The One Who Will Be The Next Jeremy McGrath: i'm confused.
Out Of Your Friends Who's The One Who Will Be The Next Mark MuGuire: i pick Kenny, cause i can.
Out Of Your Friends Who's The One Who Will Be A Model: Who the hell cares? This is getting irritating.
Future:
What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up: When i was little, i wanted to grow up to be Jason Jones.
Does That Job Make Alot Of $Money$: No, he's poor.
How Many Years Of College Will That Take: None! Yessssss.
What College Do You Go To Or Want To Go To: Any?
Do You Want To Get Married: Uh-huh.
If So, To Whom: Someone who's NOT a dick?
When Do You Want To Get Married: Whenever, ya know.
Do You Want Any Children: 2 please!
If So, How Many: 2 please!
What Would Be Their Names: Jacob and September.
How Old Do You Want To Be When You Have Your First Child: late 20s.
What Do You Want To Live In: a nice home, please.
Do You Want Any Pets In Your Home: Yes! A kitty.
How Old Do You Want To Be When You Die: Elderly, please.
How Do You Want To Die: Whatever it takes : )
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Friday, October 18th, 2002
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| Time: | 6:49 pm. |
| Mood: |  pensive. | | Music: | ~*Ordinary Day*~ -=- Vanessa Carlton.... |
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...how long has it been?
Nothing is new, everything is as boring as it's always been. i've become quite good friends with my Life Partner Michelle... *which most would think is a homosexual reference, though it isn't...* She, Vicki and i are starting to become inseparable, and i'm pleased with that. We'll be looking for a new place soon... Shelle was planning on moving in, though it's now looking a bit unlikely, as she can't seem to afford it on her current income, especially since her income will be ceasing as soon as she quits her job. It will be a whole new scenario though... Vicki, Justin, Andy and i. The four of us in one home, i'll have to tell you that i'm worried about that... even more so because i hate when it's assumed that i'm *with* Andy, and it will certainly be assumed quite often once the four of us are inhabitants of the same home.
*So who do you live with?*
*Oh, Vicki, Justin and Andy.*
*And aren't Vicki and Justin together?*
*Well... yes...*
*So does that mean...?*
*No! No it does not mean that, thank you very much.*
Ugh, i just can't wait! We're hoping to find a duplex, though it will most likely just end up being a large apartment. That's alright though... certainly all we can afford anyhow. Our present landlord is being ultima bitch, so that's where our desire to get the hell out is coming from.
Oh, yes, and the coffee shop. Andy and Justin have a new theory - Manchester is far too lacking in the cyber cafe area of life! So it seems they've actually located someone who's willing to give them money - in substantial amounts no less! - to open some such thing. My worries here come in the form of Justin being jobless, for as soon as they are up and running, bye bye Chili's. Dangerous, i tell you, downright scary. So all i can do at this point is to wish them the best of luck, because honestly... if Justin goes under, so does our rent, and so does my credit. Good luck boys!
i emailed an old friend last night... no one worth mentioning by name, mostly because i'd have angry people at my heels forever... but someone i hadn't talked to in a long time, and who i wish to hear from. He's yet to respond, yet to even read the mail. i just hope he's okay! i hate that... not knowing what's become of people from my past. It was one of those nights last night, let me tell you. i broke out the 8th grade year book - the last time i can remember having real friends... *i mean, i've had real friends since high school, but throughout it, they were scarce...* In junior high though... it was the group of us... gosh, remember? Tyler, Josh, Tim, Russ, Amy, Jackie, Andy, Steve, Scott, Lauren, Nicole, Jay, and everyone else... God, all the trips to the movies, the endless phone conversations, the relationships where the couples didn't exchange words, the mall, the stupid parties, and just the security of everything being good. i remember the days where 20 seemed ancient, and how i thought i'd be 14 forever. God, to be 14 again... life was just so god damn perfect...
But now i'm 20. Ugh. i have a full time job, i'm uneducated, i pay rent, i have loans, i have so god damn much responsibility, no time for anything worthwhile. i'm unloved, unappreciated, unnecessary. i'm a waste of precious molecules that could have otherwise been used to form a ladybug. i'm tired, i'm angry, i need to scream loudly, to deafen myself from my life.
i need to stop typing, THAT is what i need to do.
i dyed my hair red last night. i've dyed it red before, over the brown, but this time i bleached it first. God damn i'm hot. Ah, just kidding. Every day, i change something new. One day i'm goth, one day i'm punk, one day i'm emo, one day i suck. Well... everyday i suck. Ah, life is good.
Have i ever told you that i love life? What is there not to love?! Yes, i am endlessly complaining about this, that and the other thing, but in the grand spectrum, who cares? What right do i have to complain? None! i am well aware of this, and glad about it. Life is good, and i am happy.
Lonely, but happy.
Well.... it's always the lonely that it comes down too, isn't it?
Til next time....
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Wednesday, July 3rd, 2002
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Hizay. i'm just chillin'. i haven't been up to much. Still working at Goodwill. Still living in the apartment. Gonna be evicted soon. Ner, maybe not evicted. But our rent is very late. Mine is in, Justin's and Vicki's is not. We do have a big refrigerator full of alcohol for tonight's festivities though, cause of course, that's priority. Whatever, ciao.
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| Time: | 7:24 pm. |
| Mood: | drained. | | Music: | why'd you have to go and make things so complicated.... |
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i just got back from a 40 hour drive home from Colorado. One friend got into a car accident. Two friends shared a father who passed away. And they're raising my rent because they sold my building. i gotta tell ya... if i didn't have a bad aura before, i'm certainly radiant with one now.
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| Time: | 7:14 am. |
| Mood: | confused. | | Music: | Just sobs of my girl resonating from the next room to my brain and back again..... |
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being a best friend just got way too hard. details at 11.
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i was thinking today that if Michelle didn't exist i wouldn't have any reason to have a live journal because i wouldn't ever have to come here to check up on it and therefore would have no reason to ever reupdate things. And so, i have come to check on her, and in the meantime will tell you some things about myself, including the infamous quiz catch-up.... i know how thrilling THOSE can be ; )
So i moved out of my parent's house. That actually happened about a week ago, but who bothers to keep up with things like that? i got an apartment with Vicki and Justin in Manchester... it's like my parents not being home 24 hours a day, which is great and shitty all at the same time, because as much as i'm in charge of myself now, that means no more free food :*(
My new phone number is 669-6014, which could be a dangerous post for random journal searchers, but i figure it's worth it if i get at least ONE phone call *ahemCALLMEahem*
And now...
QUIZZES!
Go me, i 'm Rose, go me!
Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You? quiz, by Angel.
Like that was a surprise.
i'm a blusher. what type of make up are you?
quiz made by muna.
Silly... the one make-up i don't wear.
discover who's your perfekt HP guy here
eew.... ugly AND old...
Take the What Type of Friend are
You? quiz, and visit mutedfaith.com.
[Me.]
Haha, me? a good friend?! Never!
Which cartoon character are you?? Find out @ blackhole
the gods are smiling down on me today. Bubbles, my favoritest ppg! now if only Brak had been an option...
MORE TO COME!
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Wednesday, April 3rd, 2002
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| Time: | 5:43 pm. |
| Mood: |  surprised. | | Music: | *In The Middle* ~ Jimmy Eat World. |
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Okay, so i'm pissed about this because i was SO not average, but i'm posting it anyhow, because the picture literally scared me because i honestly thought it was a picture of me. i'm not kidding you people, that's what i looked like as a child, almost exactly!
 | AverageYou were probably an average child. Nothing less, nothing more. |
test yourself at geekykid.net
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